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Thursday, December 17, 2015
This has been a whirl-wind year that has brought many
exciting changes for Restoration One Ninety-Nine (R1:99)—a new name, mission,
and vision (www.R199.org ). In fact, the past twelve years have been an
amazing, humbling journey as R1:99 engaged with sex trafficking survivors in
detention centers, psychiatric hospitals, residential facilities, on the
streets, and in community settings. Regardless of the place, each encounter has
been an opportunity to walk out the parable of the lost sheep in Luke 15: 4-7,
where the good shepherd searches ceaselessly for the one lost lamb. During the
past 12 years, we have met many lost lambs along the way, with close to 2,000 youth
and adults participating in our prevention and intervention programs. Through
their participation, we discovered that in order to best serve survivors of
sexual exploitation, we needed a better understanding of childhood sexual
trauma and appropriate treatment strategies. We are happy to say that this is
now R1:99’s focus, and we are looking forward to new doors opening for us and
the survivors we serve in 2016.
I am grateful that many of the survivors still keep in
touch with us. Recently, I was contacted by Grace*. We met Grace at the youth
detention center when she was just 13 years old. She had been picked up for
skipping school but, unbeknownst to authorities, she was being trafficked. During
her first stay in detention, Grace refused to engage with anyone when R1:99
came to visit. She kept her eyes down and rarely spoke. After two weeks, she
was released to her parents, but in short time she was back in detention, and
this time her stay was longer.
Over the next several months she slowly started to
trust us, and share bits and pieces of her story. The next time she was released,
she went to a group home in the community, where we mentored her over a period
of several years. We accompanied her to court, spent time getting to know her
family, and held her hand through many difficult times. At age 16 she returned
home, only to suffer sexual abuse from her father. She ran away from home, and
went missing for over a year. We prayed ceaselessly for her safety and safe
return, and one day I received a phone call from her. She was in a horrible
situation—although she was not being trafficked, she was living with a large
extended family that was clearly taking advantage of her. Grace’s situation
went from bad to worse, and she once again dropped-off of our radar for several
more years; again, we prayed that the Lord would protect her. She would contact
us infrequently, but when we tried to pick-up where we had left off and
intervene on her behalf, it was clear that she was not ready for change.
Regardless of where Grace was, we ended every conversation telling her we loved
her and asking how we could pray for her.
At some point, those prayers took root, and Grace
chose to stop running from healthy relationships. She is now 22, ready to work
on her GED, and recently married to a good man. While sitting across from her earlier
this week, I saw a beautiful young woman who was serious about her future for
the first time in her life. She was filled with gratitude for our friendship and
how R1:99 had always been there for her. She expressed a strong interest in
joining our team to help victims of sexual exploitation. I can tell you that there
is no greater joy than seeing someone see their own self-worth and, in so doing,
become able to help with the healing process for other survivors of sexual
exploitation.
Monday, November 30, 2015
We've Re-Branded!
Hello Faithful Followers,
If you are not already aware, we have been in the re-branding phase for most of this year. We are ready to launch the new website on Giving Tuesday. Please take a look around it and let us know your thoughts.
Candace
If you are not already aware, we have been in the re-branding phase for most of this year. We are ready to launch the new website on Giving Tuesday. Please take a look around it and let us know your thoughts.
Candace
Thursday, April 23, 2015
Faithful in Prayer
In the last post, I asked for readers to consider coming
alongside Restoration Ministries (RM) and standing against domestic sex
trafficking through commitment to prayer. Prayer is the backbone of this
ministry; RM’s staff devotes time to prayer and worship before each visit at
the detention center and psychiatric hospital. We believe that prayer breaks
strongholds over these girls, allowing them to see and receive God’s love for
them. We also believe that prayer position us to be ready to respond to any
need that we encounter with the grace and love of God. Prayer is vital to
sustain ministry and reap from the harvest.
Please pray specifically for the following requests.
1.
A suitable
facility in DC that provides living space for clients and room for counseling.
2.
A house to use
as a transitional/independent living residence for survivors.
3.
Financial
stability to afford rent and run programs.
4.
For healing
and clarity over sexual identity issues, which many of our girls struggle to
reconcile.
5.
Purpose, reconciliation,
and healthy outlets for our girls who self-harm through cutting and suicide
attempts.
6.
A business
enterprise such as a restaurant or café that would offer financial stability to
the ministry and entry-level job skills for our girls.
7.
Free or
reduced cost services to create a new website.
8.
Clear message
with the rebranding of our ministry.
9.
Clear
direction as we update old programs and create new ones.
10. That God would
be glorified in all we say and do.
Wednesday, April 8, 2015
Brokenness
The heart of Restoration Ministries’ (RM) mission
involves interaction with at-risk girls so that they can experience God’s love
through a genuine relationship. RM’s staff meets girls in their circumstances
and seeks to maintain connection long after crisis or situations change. Many
of these girls get lost in the juvenile justice system, moving back and forth
between detention centers, psychiatric hospitals or foster care because these
places cannot meet all their needs. Frustrated and alone, healing seems like a
far off dream instead of a present hope. RM offers hope by supporting girls
through legal battles, vocation training, counseling services, and finding
faith.
On March 12, 2015, The Washington Post reported a story
about an 11-year old girl who had been raped twice and wound up with a
conviction in the matter. Her reports were dismissed and the investigations
were halted for 6 years. This young girl and her family experienced anger,
hurt, confusion, and fear while waiting for someone to acknowledge their
reality and enter into their suffering. RM once cared for this girl as she
shuffled through the juvenile justice system. RM believes in being not doing. Being
present with an individual allows her to experience God’s love so that He can
bring healing.
Take time to read The Post’s article to learn more about
the suffering of survivors, the complexity of the legal and social service
system, as well as the intensity of the recovery process. Then consider joining
our efforts through prayer. Prayer not only fuels our ministry but also creates
transformation in our girls. Faithfulness in prayer brings a harvest.
Tuesday, February 24, 2015
Cultural Conceptions of Sexuality: Helpful or Harmful?
February brought on
discussions about love, relationships, and sexual behavior with the release of
“Fifty Shades of Grey”. Some people affirm the movie as an example of female
empowerment. Others dismiss it as merely romantic fantasy. Still some people
find the message it contains disturbing and harmful to society as a whole and
survivors of sexual trauma in particular. The movie brings into question the
basis of mutual, satisfying relationships. Are they rooted in sexual
gratification or genuine intimacy of mind and heart? Do they ascribe worth to
partners through their function and performance or honor the fundamental
dignity of a person? Survivors of sexual trauma often endure damage to their
identity since sexual exploitation gets presented as love. This distortion
breaks down survivors’ identity and ability to foster healthy relationships.
Sallie Culbreth, Founder and Director of Committed to Freedom, expands upon
this theme to address concerns about how “Fifty Shades of Grey” presents a
false reality and harms survivors.
Fifty Shades
of Concern
There are many commentaries about the book,
"Fifty Shades of Grey" by E. L. James, and its recently released
movie. We feel compelled to add to those commentaries with attention to how the
book and movie themes impact survivors of abuse, exploitation, and sexual
trauma.
We
preface our comments by first addressing the issues of sexual behavior - that
which is considered normal and out-of-the norm. As the song goes, "No one
knows what goes on behind closed doors." Sex drives, preferences,
positions, frequency, foreplay (or lack of it), and needs are all factors in
how people have sex. The fact is, sexual behavior between consenting partners
is just that - it's between them.
Sexual
chaos and dysfunction are common issues among survivors. This is particularly
true when your sexual point of reference involves manipulation and
exploitation. For many of us, our first sexual teachers were our abusers and
rapists. This creates challenging layers in the quest to become healthy,
balanced, and functional.
Enter
our concerns:
Our
first concern is with how survivors see and experience themselves. For most of
us - especially in the early stages of recovery - we view ourselves as
disposable, worthless, or only having value in how we perform. Often, shame and
false guilt accompany those feelings of worthlessness. At the same time, it is
very common for survivors to be very experienced, sexually, and may look at
their sexual histories with the mind-set that nothing really matters because
they've already done so much.
With
these factors in mind, survivors may subject themselves or others to degrading,
dehumanizing, and sadistic sexual practices as a way to confirm their sense of
worthlessness. We should note that demeaning sexual practices also take place
in the most conservative religious relationships and the most liberal atheist
ones too, so this comment is not exclusive to BDSM (bondage/discipline,
dominance/submission, and sadism/masochism), although that is the primary focus
of our concern for this article.
Our
second concern is imitation by sexual predators who, unlike the characters in
the book, do not seek consent (although the capacity to consent to an unknown
experience is questionable from our perspective) before subjecting their target
to BDSM. With the spotlight recently shown on high profile cases such as Campus
Sexual Assault, Military Sexual Trauma, and child predators like Penn State's
Jerry Sandusky, it is very clear that predators have no regard for their
victims. Sexual predators are ruthless and we are fearful that the mainstream
acceptance of these themes may darken the already dark souls of predators
through imitation.
There
is a vast difference between being sexually adventurous - of exploring
sexuality in all its wild variations with a consenting partner - and pursuing
or being pursued by sexual experiences that continue to chip away at survivors'
already shattered sense of sexual self and self-worth.
Sex
is a fabulous gift and part of recovery is learning to embrace that reality. So
enjoy your body. Enjoy your partner's body. Experiment. Have fun. Be
adventurous. Be connected. But the concern and caution we issue is this: make
certain that all of your sexual experiences are consensual, that you fully
understand or communicate what that "consent" actually means, and
your sexual expressions and encounters serve to keep you moving toward a deeper
sense of well-being, dignity, and health.
As those
who work to offer survivors a path to empowerment and well-being, our concerns
reach beyond the morality of these themes. Our concerns are that people who
have been sexually broken, exploited, and betrayed not participate or be forced
into experiences that reinforce the sense of being worthless, disposable, and
dehumanized.
Through
the years, we have listened to distressed survivors who acknowledged that the
only time they feel sexually alive is when they are being sexually degraded.
The dark side to that "alive" experience is how it reinforces the
lies of worthlessness and indignity that people in recovery are working so hard
to overcome.
Our
"fifty shades of concern" come from decades of work with survivors.
We, and those we work with, have been the targets of sexual monsters who were
not compelled to view us as human beings worthy of respect. We were simple used
as body parts for the predators' gratification, with no regard given to our
humanity. This is one very substantial reason that recovery is so challenging
and sexual well-being is so elusive.
We
have concerns.
Written
by Sallie Culbreth and Anne Quinn
©2015
Committed to Freedom
This
article was reprinted with the permission of Ms. Culbreth. To read more
articles or to learn about her organization, please visit www.committedtofreedom.org
Wednesday, February 11, 2015
This is Love
“The
Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love.”
Psalm
103:8
As Valentine’s Day approaches, many
of us consider our worth in comparison to the relationships in our lives. For
the ones characterized by loving-kindness, this idea validates us. Yet for the
ones characterized by abuse, love becomes a confusing concept. Still others of
us may be disconnected from mutually satisfying relationships where we can give
and receive love in a healthy manner. This reality steals our joy since we were
made for community. When so much of our focus rests on deriving our value from how
others perceive us, we can become disheartened.
Yet there is One who sees us clearly
and loves us deeply. His love redefines our lives and fills them with joy.
The Bible describes God as love. Who God is as a person defines our understanding of love. Psalm 103: 8 says that God
is “merciful” and “gracious”. He offers compassion and kindness, providing
light in our desperate circumstances. He uses His power to forgive us and bring
us into a relationship with Himself as a reflection of His love. The closeness
we have with God builds up our spirit instead of crushing our heart. God’s love
abounds in our lives; it is present in great supply. He faithfully lavishes
love on us by treating us with great affection as a reflection of our value and
an expression of His delight in us. His love refines us so that we know our
worth and radiate His love to others.
May we receive His unending love for
us today.
Monday, January 19, 2015
Portait of a Survivor
One of the first questions
people ask about domestic sex trafficking involves how individuals become
victims and if victims share common qualities that make them at-risk for
exploitation. Although trafficking occurs in diverse communities throughout the
United States, many victims share a background of brokenness and vulnerability.
The average age of entry into domestic sex trafficking is
12 – 14 years old. Often these young children do not know their fathers, live
in a chaotic environment, and have already been a victim of sexual abuse. They
lack safety and protection, making them easy targets for traffickers. Pimps form
relationships with victims by offering them attention, affection, and even
material possessions. This fosters an emotional connection within the victim,
which further ties them to their traffickers. This emotional exploitation
causes significant harm as victims gain a distorted view of love and lack an
identity outside of a relationship with their pimp.
Trafficking survivors experience holistic harm from
victimization. They may be exposed to violence, disease, manipulation, and
threats. Long term stress and repeated trauma influence well-being. Survivors
may possess a mental health diagnosis of Post-traumatic Stress Disorder, any
mood, anxiety or psychotic disorder, depression, personality disorder, and/or
substance use. These disorders signify deeper soul issues that need healing as
well as affirmation of strengths. Counseling offers a safe place and trusting
relationship to process brokenness and equip survivors for restoration.
After encountering such a desperate portrait of a
survivor, many people want to know how they can help. Restoration Ministries
believes that the effectiveness of our work comes through prayer. By prayer we
break down strongholds in the lives of clients and claim healing for their
hearts. As you make time to pray, please ask for God’s continued favor on
Restoration Ministries and our relationship with the DC social service systems.
Pray that we will build genuine relationships with the girls, conveying God’s
love for them through our presence. Pray that God would deliver them from
darkness and put a hedge of protection around their lives. Pray that our girls
would place their faith and trust in Jesus. Thank-you
for joining with us to serve survivors through prayer!
(Restoration Ministries’
panel event on caring for survivors of domestic sex trafficking)
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Good News of Great Joy
“The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me, because the Lord has anointed me
to bring good news to the poor, he has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to
proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who
are bound.”
Isaiah 61:1 (English Standard Version)
These words about Jesus ring out during the Advent
season. God has drawn near to us through the birth of His son. We are not
alone, forsaken or forgotten. God loves us and brings us into relationship with
Himself through Jesus. This good news is not solely for the important or
powerful but rather for the poor, brokenhearted, and enslaved around us.
Restoration Ministries (RM) works with many youth that fit this description.
They have been abused, outcast, and are fearful of a future without hope. God not
only provides all of us with hope but also offers joy through His presence.
At RM, we believe that our work is a ministry of
presence. We faithfully reflect God’s love and fellowship to needy hearts by
meeting with at-risk youth on a weekly basis. This work builds trust and
fosters opportunity to point youth toward a relationship with God. The
Christmas season allows us to directly express the good news of Jesus by
blessing our girls with gifts of affirmation and encouragement.
This year our Ambassadors joined together to create handmade
cards with verses and notes. Due to the abundance of effort, each gift bag
contained 10 cards. The girls had multiple messages conveying their value and
God’s lavish love for them. Additionally, the Ambassadors donated gift cards to
bless the girls with a special present during the holiday season. The gifts
serve as a reminder that each girl is important to us and precious to God. We
are thankful to all the Ambassadors for expanding the impact of our work
through their generosity. We are grateful to God for His continued to blessing
over this ministry.
Wednesday, December 17, 2014
A Prayer for Healing
The
holiday season brings a different tone around the youth detention center. Many of
the teens are looking forward to spending time with their family, receiving
gifts and transitioning out of the system; however, this is also a season where
hurtful emotions are triggered and memories of loss are relived. I have found
that many of the youth are still dealing with their painful past and striving
to overcome it.
The
topic at last week's group meeting was sexual assault. Four youth members and one case manager
attended it. The youth were eager to tell their stories and each
one was able to relate to the other. I opened the conversation by having
them describe their general views regarding sexual assault and sexual
molestation. All of them agreed that there was no difference between the
two because both actions had the same results. They stressed the fact that the
victim is left traumatized and ‘messed up’. They also remarked that both
assault and molestation are unwanted and forced encounters, making them similarly offensive.
In unison, the youth agreed that the individual who suffers from assault or molestation is traumatized.
Each
one of them had a sexual assault or sexual molestation experience. Most, if not
all, of them experienced being assaulted or molested between the ages of 5 - 18
years old. Unfortunately, the assaults were at the hands of someone they
trusted and/or a family member. Most, if not all, of the assaults were
a set up by the perpetrator. As I listened to them disclose their stories,
they shared a common coping mechanism. That mechanism is forgiveness and
it has helped with their survival. The idea behind forgiveness was to let
go of the experience and not let their perpetrators have control of their lives
or minds. This was a process that took time but eventually each youth has
adapted and worked to overcome their trauma as best as possible.
It
was overwhelming to witness their eagerness and resiliency to survive these
events; however, my hope is that they take advantage of individual therapy to
fully heal from trauma and rebuild an identity that affirms their value. The
healing process will be a long one; it could take years. Through weekly
group meetings and tough discussions, the youth discover how past trauma
influences their present life and sometimes they re-live their traumatic
experiences. Individual therapy will help them contain the emotions
from these damaging situations so that they can experience peace. This season points me
back to Christ whose great love for each of us brings healing and restoration
to broken lives. My prayer is that every youth at the detention center comes to
know God’s love as we continue to minister His presence.
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Expanding Outreach to DC's At-Risk Youth
Restoration Ministries (RM) has been given the opportunity to
serve high-risk youth, ages 15-21, committed at a recreation center in NW,
DC! In DC, 18 year olds are not automatically emancipated from the system
since committed youth exhibit a habit of getting into trouble. Committing these
young people in the system, whether that system is foster care, juvenile
detention or both, provides a way to wrap extra services around them to help
ensure success as a young adult.
The recreation center consists of approximately 175 teens.
Most are male, some are female, and a few identify as transgender. Many of the
youth do not have nurturing relationships in their lives. Most have no clue
about the identity of their biological father or their father has been locked
up and they have no relationship with him. These youth experience mental health
issues, drug addictions, and struggle to understand the need for an education.
At the center, our clinical therapist spends a considerable
amount of time meeting the youth in their circumstances; playing pool, ping
pong, and just chatting in the lounge. These times provide precious and
necessary interactions, building a strong foundation so that the youth will be
able to trust the therapist. This enables us to effectively screen for sexual
abuse, exploitation, and human trafficking. We also offer a weekly
psychotherapy group on various topics that appeal to the youth. So far the
youth express interest in discussing and receiving help for their anger.
Recently a mother came to one of the meetings and imparted wisdom
to the group regarding her mistakes in dealing with anger. The youth received
her honesty, allowing them to discuss positive coping skills. A young male shared about his issues with the group home and his desire to be reunited
with his family. He said that he is trying stay under the radar (not get into
any trouble) so that he can get discharged. Another youth discussed how
the loss of a family member has been hard for her to deal with yet she desires
to be a role model for her younger sister. These meetings help the youth
gain awareness about how their decisions influence their future, including
their chances of being discharged from the group home.
We count it a privilege and honor to sow into the lives of these
youth. We ask for your prayers for continued favor with the youth, their
families, and the city. We also ask for wisdom and discernment as we bring
the light of Christ to the dark places.
Wednesday, November 5, 2014
The Ripple Effect of Abuse
Advocates for
survivors of sexual assault carry an urgent message to the public. This message
explains the ripple effect abuse has on victims, family members, and
communities. Sallie Culbreth, Founder and Director of Committed to Freedom,
wrote a recent article about victim blaming. She wisely places responsibility
for victimization and its consequences with perpetrators and indifferent
bystanders. Her insights will help readers become more aware of the impact of
abuse.
Feeling the Impact's Ripple
I'm a seasoned traveler - meaning that while some families need a mud
room, we need a suitcase room because I'm either packing or unpacking.
This week, I was scheduled for a flight that coincided on a day that was
extremely stormy throughout most of the country. Consequently, flights
were cancelled or delayed in a domino-fall kind of way until it impacted
me. All my flights were so delayed that I never made it on a plane. Not
only that, but I didn't make it to my destination, which meant that the
group that brought me in had to scramble to come up with a Plan-B
because it was doubtful I would make my first presentation.
Abuse
impacts the victim in devastating ways, but that impact can ripple out
with the potential of taking out many more people and opportunities than
the abuse recipient. We saw this a few years ago with the exposure of
Jerry Sandusky's predatory sexual abuse of children facilitated by his
affluence in the Penn State football program. As the facts unfolded, it
was revealed that the actions of this man were known, covered up, and
allowed to continue for years by an entire institution of the
university's and community's leaders. The NCAA sent a clear and
appropriate message with stiff sanctions, drawing a line in the sand
that declared this kind of intentional blindness, callous indifference
for the victims, and breathtaking cowardice will not be tolerated. The
result: the actions of this one predator destroyed the lives of his
victims, his family, his charity, and his university's football program.
Who was to blame for this ripple? Jerry Sandusky and the cowards who
looked the other way.
In
another recent story, a high school football program in New Jersey was
suspended because of a hazing incident that boiled down to sexual
assault of younger, new players by other students. What was stunning to me was the uproar that took place
when the season was cancelled by the school superintendent. Who was to
blame for this cancelled season? Those who committed these atrocities.
In
my home state, we have had a series of high profile sexual assault
cases that have been treated in a cavalier and irresponsible manner, in
my opinion, including the bonding out of a man accused of serial rape
and kidnapping in my own community. His victims were terrified and his
freedom meant that our community was filled with anxiety and fear until
he was again arrested on additional charges. Another case involved a 31
year old woman sexually assaulting a 13 year old boy and two young teen
girls. What is stunning about this is the victim blaming that has taken
place on public forums.
Abuse
and sexual assault needs to be taken seriously, understood accurately,
and not tolerated under any circumstances with very firm and clear
cultural, political, religious, and social sanctions. There is most
definitely a ripple effect when predators act that can often take down
many others besides the actual victims. People may raise a ruckus about
football programs or churches or clubs or schools that suffer the
consequences, but the blame rests squarely on the predators and those
who facilitate their predatory behavior.
Amplify
the outrage of a lost football season with the shame, humiliation, and
suffering of the victims. THEN look me in the eye and tell me it's not
fair. And here's the bottom line: it is not fair that a predator has
stolen so much, hurt so many, and violated the vulnerable. Organizations
and communities will either take these situations seriously or there
will be sanctions that have a ripple effect which stings enough to
change the attitudes and actions of those who would otherwise choose to
look the other way.
© 2014
Written by Sallie Culbreth, M.S. - Founder
This article was reprinted with the permission of Ms. Culbreth. To read more articles or to learn about her organization, please visit www.committedtofreedom.org
This article was reprinted with the permission of Ms. Culbreth. To read more articles or to learn about her organization, please visit www.committedtofreedom.org
Friday, October 3, 2014
Volunteer Interviews
Restoration
Ministries (RM) operates with the help of faithful volunteers. Each person
possesses conviction to see the end of domestic sex trafficking and to offer
God’s love to survivors. We offer their stories so you can understand the
passion behind this work and get glimpse of God’s faithfulness in this ministry.
Name: Cindy Cha
How
did you become aware of domestic sex trafficking (DST)?
I became aware of domestic sex trafficking when I was
approached to lead my small group on a local mission trip program (called “Intencity”
started by my church). My friend who was on a staff at church’s mission
department had just learned of this org in DC called Restoration Ministries.
She told me about what the ministry does and asked if I would consider
partnering with this ministry for this trip.
This was also the very first time I ever heard of human trafficking
existing right here at home. Our group went through a very intense all-day
training and all of us took an entire day to digest the shocking information we
received. Until then, we never knew that these girls were being raped and sold
as commodities so young in age and this was actually happening right here in
the US.
What would you like people to know
about DST?
That it is a very deep, complex issue that is so intertwined with other social, economic issues within the society. Making the difference is not about running around hotels and streets for a few weeks looking to rescue victims, but about committed individuals who are willing to work alongside survivors to support and empower them wherever they’re at in the process. Prayer, preparation (education) and commitment are essential for being an effective advocate.
That it is a very deep, complex issue that is so intertwined with other social, economic issues within the society. Making the difference is not about running around hotels and streets for a few weeks looking to rescue victims, but about committed individuals who are willing to work alongside survivors to support and empower them wherever they’re at in the process. Prayer, preparation (education) and commitment are essential for being an effective advocate.
How long and in what capacity have you
supported RM?
I have been with RM for over 7 years now and I started
as the first batch of volunteers when Candace started the volunteer
mentoring program back in 2007. For few
years, I volunteered to work with the girls at the youth jail and psych
hospitals. Currently, I oversee the
Ambassadors of Restoration Program.
Please share a verse that encourages
your work as an advocate.
“My
grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”
2 Corinthians 12:9
Tell a brief story that illustrates the
influence of RM in the lives of their clients.
I will never forget the very first time
that I met her at the youth
jail. She was only sweet 16. She described herself as worthless,
unlovable, and deserving of her pain. She asked for a
prayer. As we laid our hands on her in prayer, her body shook so hard with pain as she
cried. She had been prostituting herself
since she was 14, under the control of her pimp. Her family rejected her. Her only brother was close death from a drive-by
shooting. Her dad was in jail and she never really knew him.
God allowed our paths to meet through Restoration
Ministries’ program. This
young girl is smart and creative. Once she wrote a rap expressing her life and performed
it on a volunteer appreciation day. She gave me warm,
tight hugs every time I saw her. She stayed connected with RM and earned a GED and was accepted into a college with a full scholarship. But after only few weeks into her freshmen
year, before I was supposed to start as her mentor, she
has gone back to her pimp, and has not been
heard from again.
She was
the first of many girls I met through RM that followed with similar, horrifying
stories. I’m so grateful
that even though I have no idea where she is now, to this day I can still lift
her up in my prayers and place my hope in that she is in God’s hands. Because
of Restoration Ministries, such paths are still being crossed where these girls
have chance to share their stories and we can commit to praying for them. It is
the only faith-based organization in DC that offers commitment and building
relationship with these girls to journey together with them, with love and
compassion, to find the injustices and speak up on their behalf. I truly believe what we can do for these
girls is very limited in our own human abilities… but we can always place our
hope in Christ who will do His mighty work through us.
Name: Evan Orie
Age: 25
Occupation: Software Developer
Tell
us something about yourself: For the most part, I could be characterized as your
stereotypical geek. I like to play video games and really enjoy the fantasy
genre, be it movies, books, or board games (e.g. Lord of the Rings, Star Wars,
Magic: The Gathering). I am a cradle Catholic from a biracial family (my mother
is white, my father is black), which has given me a pretty unique perspective
on life in general. My spiritual life started to bud during my early years in
High School when my beliefs were first challenged. Since then, I have steadily
grown closer to the Lord, though my faith has definitely had its peaks and
valleys.
How
did you become aware of domestic sex trafficking (DST)?
The topic of sex
trafficking was, more or less, a tangential thought that came into my head
during my college years when I was struggling with the concept of Christian
sexuality. During that time, pornography was a huge weight on my shoulders that
I had kept secret from everyone I knew. However, when God finally helped me
climb out of that hole, He put a fire in my soul to be vocal about my experience
so that other men like me could hear my story and know that they aren’t alone.
This passion got me asking the question “Why is pornography so pervasive? What
gets these women into this industry?” From there, I had many conversations with
various women about the importance of self-worth and beauty in their lives. I
learned that many women who go into pornography or get caught up in DST are
people who have broken families and never had their thirst for true,
unconditional love satisfied.
What
motivates you to advocate for victims and survivors?
I view DST as a social
justice issue. Society has shown time and time again that it has no empathy for
these women and men. For some reason, it doesn’t matter why or how these people
became victims; the simple fact that they have been sex trafficked makes them
“tainted”. This is absolutely ridiculous and heartless. All people are God’s
children and deserve to be treated with respect and love. I advocate for
victims and survivors because others often shutdown their voices.
Share
your vision for creating awareness about this issue.
In my own life, I have
seen that the best way to spread awareness is through personal relationships.
While reading facts and statistics can be helpful, they often do not lead a
person to real empathy without a personal connection. During my time with
Restoration Ministries, I have learned that nearly everyone has a personal
story of their struggles with sexuality but we have all been conditioned to
keep our struggles secret (caveat: I recognize that sex is a private thing but
there are circumstances when we really do need to talk about it with others.)
If we can break this system of secrecy, then I think our hearts will be more
willing to feel true empathy.
How
long and in what capacity have you supported RM?
I
started getting involved with Restoration Ministries during the Summer of 2013.
Since then, I have filled two roles: I was a group leader of one of the
Ambassadors of Restoration. My group in D.C. was quite a diverse group. Our age
range spanned from Twenty-Somethings to Retired, included women and men, white
and black, and even various nationalities. This coming Fall, I will be leading
another group, which I very much look forward to hosting.I have also worked as
the Website Administrator for RM. I make updates to the site, set up online
fundraisers, and generally help out with anything computer related.
Please
share a verse that encourages your work as an advocate.
Matthew
25:31-46
“When
the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, then he will
sit on his glorious throne. Before him will be gathered all the nations, and he
will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from
the goats. And he will place the sheep on his right, but the goats on the left.
Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my
Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world.
For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I
was a stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you clothed me, I was
sick and you visited me, I was in prison and you came to me.’ Then the
righteous will answer him, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed
you, or thirsty and give you drink? And when did we see you a stranger and
welcome you, or naked and clothe you? And when did we see you sick or in prison
and visit you?’ And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did
it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.’
“Then
he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal
fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry and you gave me no
food, I was thirsty and you gave me no drink, I was a stranger and you did not
welcome me, naked and you did not clothe me, sick and in prison and you did not
visit me.’ Then they also will answer, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you
hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not
minister to you?’ Then he will answer them, saying, ‘Truly, I say to you, as
you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me.’ And
these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal
life.”
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